Career thoughts

Pointless photo of my hair

It seems that as soon as I'm back at college I just lose all my motivation and inspiration to do anything. I usually have to be in a really good mood to do something productive anyway but college doesn't help. I only have four weeks including this one until we break up which is good! I don't know whether I want to take a different course or finish my second year here. The second year should get better because we get to choose a specific part of art we would like to study and if I leave I have no idea what to do, well my mum doesn't really like my choices or want me to leave. If I stayed it's either going to be between photography or fashion design/textiles. Right now I'm thinking of heading down the photography route but who knows I might still change my mind.

I'm trying to think of career paths now, I don't want to do something like fashion photography if I'm not completely passionate about it, especially since it's so hard to get into the fashion industry. Don't get me wrong I do love photography and fashion, I just don't want to be stuck without a job while I try to build my career up on nothing. So I was thinking about doing a teachers course and then going over to Kuwait with my mum and getting a job as a teacher. My mum told me that when she was enrolling my brothers into school, they asked her if she wanted a job as an assistant and that she'd get discount or s/t and she was like OK. Haha, how lucky? She didn't have no qualifications or anything but built up her work experience. She's a nursery teacher now but I don't think I could hack that, maybe an Art teacher would be nice?

Also, I am like the most indecisive person ever, I'll enjoy doing something for a week then change my mind the next. I don't know if I'll be able to make my mind up on a career I'd like to stick with forever! It comes with being a Gemini too! So annoying, I cannot fully like one thing, I have to hate it at the same time.

My posts always seem to have a bunch of different stories on, I need to keep them specific now haha. Hope you're all enjoying being back at school/college. Edited it into two posts so now it's specific, wey.